Failed

On top of an almost failed relationship (not that it is something new, think it happens every week or less so. Man & Ven, I know you guys are more devastated than I am), my laptop is a TOTAL failure. I have reformatted it AGAIN. Twice in one month. ARGHH! Thank God I have the habit of e-mailing my assignments to myself. As for the pictures, GONE!Well, thank God for Facebook then. Now, that is why I upload all my pictures. So you guys can stop going "Oh, she's such a show off!" Hah! Caught you there! Don't think I don't know what some of you are saying behind my back. SCREW YOURSELF for NOT having a life!

1998 - Malaysia Contingent before leaving for Hakodate, Japan for the Malaysia-Japan rhythmic gymnastics competition. Most of us look tanned cause we just performed for the opening ceremony of the Commonwealth Games

Recognize some of them?

The people around me seem to be having a great 2010. I hope the only failures I have throughout this year would be that. Oh God! I honestly can't screw anything up, study-wise.

In between trainings

Okay, I'm really pissed off at SOOOOO many things right now AND I can barely open my eyes after reading 2 journal articles AND I have to get up at 6.30am tomorrow morning. I hate Mondays cause of the string of classes I have. Arghhhh! Must. Call. Dad. Tomorrow. And. Pester. Him. For. More. Ka-Ching!

Right before the competition began. Spot me!

I look so...urgghhh!

I'm looking at either a Sony Vaio or a HP. Which one? Budget would be between GBP 450-550. I don't bloody know what the product description means. The processor speed and whatever not, like HOW THE HELL WOULD I KNOW WHICH IS BETTER FOR THE PRICE I'M PAYING?? Just gimme a damn laptop which I can use to do my assignments, transfer pictures, go on the internet, allows me to watch movies and has a webcam, I'm SATISFIED. Problem is, I have to have some knowledge before entering the shops cause for all I know, that hot salesguy is good at twisting his words, you know, marketeers (pfftt.. after dating 2 marketeers, I have learned quite a few things). To confuse a marketeer, you think like one! 

Before our performance for the Malaysia-Japan night. I don't know what its called.

Our teacher-cum-coach-cum-mentor-cum-mother, Ms. Petrina Low, standing behind

I've got no clue at all.

I want to go back to those days, no relationship problems, no study problems, NOTHING!

Till then, excuse me for being a total bitch at this moment. 

xoxo, -carmen-


p/s its our 9th unofficial mthniversary today.