(Wo)Men's "best" friend

"ARGGHHH!!!"

Imagine the alarm clock ringing continuously and no matter how hard you try to stop it from ringing, it just DOESN'T work! Imagine your neighrbour's dog barking when you are trying to catch up on your sleep! Imagine your brother playing the drums with a monotonous rhythm while you are meditating! Imagine the hustle and bustle of Masjid Jamek during lunch break! Yes, the little things which annoy each and every one of us. Life's a bitch (so am I). 

Things have been going haywire these days. The moment I step out of my room at 7.55am for class, I would turn back and wonder when I could lie on my bed and wander off to a whole new different world while reading my favourite novels. During the weekdays, I would be busy running around straightening things up for the Dive-Licious Splash Party, attending lectures and meetings with the Rugby Club members. By now, I am pretty much used to walking in heels all day long without feeling the pain *sigh*

Despite all that, I look forward to the weekend. I get to meet my beloved people during the shooting of the reality TV show im in. We do great things and have LOADS of fun. Oh, not forgetting the clubbing after that =D (I do not like judging by the way. The thought of someone leaving is nauseating!)

Basically,that is my life. Stressful, yet interesting. When I finally get back to my room, my cellphone would beep and "Wang Tao" would appear on the screen. DANG! I have totally neglected him throughout the day. I feel bad because he has to  deal with my rollercoaster emotions. At one moment, I would be angry then within a blink of the eye, I would be laughing. The number of times I have threaten to end the relationship. The number of times we argued. Drama,drama, DRAMA! All within the month of September. 

I feel so tensed and I look REALLY pale at times without make-up (and yes,to those of you out there, make-up is vital! Ever heard of grooming? You may look HOT or BEAUTIFUL but come on! Put some god damn colours on your face!) 

xoxo, -carmen-

Another week of emotional pain...

Alright,just got back from the 2nd week of The Ultimate Prom Night(TUPM). It was amazing this week. Checked in at Tunes hotel at Jalan Sultan Ismail(yes,the heart of kl). My roomie was SHEREEN! All thanks to Farhan, we were clubbing at poppy's. Ivan was supposedly my "date" for that night. By the time we got back,we were tired and stuff. The next day, we had a MallHunt challenge at One Utama. Was amazing! We were split into 2 groups. We had to:

a) Task 1: Baseball.(Biren showed off his skills!It wasn't easy!)

b) Task 2: Snap a pic of a random person whom we think is beautiful.(Radhea did this.Simple.)

c) Task 3: Rock-Climbing.(Jian conquered his fear!He didnt even tell us that he was afraid of heights!)

d) Task 4: Snakes!(I had to do this after Zye backed out!Carried the python,cleaned its cage,gave it water and put it back into its cage!The snake was damn big and heavy!)

e) Task 5: Futsal.(Zye did this. I wanted to do it so badly.)\

f) Task 6: Book Hunt at MPH.(Danial's task.Ok,we screwed this challenge by not reading the instructions properly)

Anyway,the we lost by 10 mins and had 2 face the judges for elimination. Radhea and Biren left us this week and I cried the moment we got out from the War Room over at 8TV's office. Mixed feelings. I have learnt a few things this week:

a) NEVER drink Bloody Mary(tomato juice + vodka)

b) My legs are not meant for walking!

c) Failure is a success and success is just a plus point

d) I will always miss Biren and Radhea. In fact,I miss everyone on the show already!Great people brought together!

e) Ivan needs something to tame his microscopic junior

f) NEVER stay in a room with 4 guys cause they will end up pinning you down and will tickle you!

xoxo,-carmen-

Silence is golden..maybe,maybe not?

I stood there in total silence. Enjoying the moment all to myself. I could here my heart beating. Tick and tock were music to my ears. Strange. The breeze was blowing against my face. "Better than sex, for now," I said to myself. I snapped back to reality. The clicks of stiletto heels, the upbeat ring tone, the flips of pages, the vrooms of car engines, the chitters and chatters. I screened my surroundings and realized that everyone was too busy steering their ships. Too busy to say "Hello" or put an upside down frown on their faces! Yes,life is like a ship!We are too proud of it, yet, the slightest mistake could drown us. I tried to think out of the box. Out. Of. The. Box. It struck me. At one particular point of time, I felt like a genius. "I shall change the world!" I shall get up every morning with a smile on my face and kiss the one I love. I shall say "Hello" to the people I meet. Hug my babes. Start with something simple and I shall develop it from there. It was as simple as that.

"Silence is golden"

Maybe,maybe not? 3 simple words formed to bring great meaning. 3 simple words which changed my life.

xoxo, -carmen-