I Just

had rotten grapes. 

If anything happens to me, remember that I love my heels and my clothes and that my girlfriends can have every single one of them.

I just can't stop eating while I'm doing my work. And right now, I'm cracking my head trying to think of an imaginary company. I mean, I have a lot of imaginary companies in my head but developing it and analysing the financial aspects is just so..uhhhh... I

Work today was great! Had an excellent ticket sales average of £5.37 just within 5 hours. My manager was impressed and I felt good. I DO love my job. Previously, I gave tuition lessons and it was such a pain in the arse cause I don't have the patience to sit and teach. I realised that I'm the kind of person who cannot sit in the office, facing stacks of paperwork, praying that something interesting will happen in the office, i.e. someone faints, a baby pops out from one of my colleagues vagina, etc. I just need to move around, something upbeat. No matter how tiring and shitty I feel after work, I just enjoy my job now. 

My brain is so messed up right now. Must be the rotten grapes. Crap!

Till then, I foresee another long sleepless night

xoxo, -carmen-