No more a party virgin

Aarghh!Hangover!Its like a beat is constantly playing in my head!

Okay,so it all started out on the 23rd of october right after my Business Comm presentation..MOS! THE place to be! Had 2 glasses of whisky,a shot of tequila and god knows how many glasses of Carlsberg..it got even worse as I started smoking..went to the dancefloor and things got WILD..reached college only at bout 4.30am and yes,im still suffering from the hangover right now..my feet hurts thanks to the 4inches heels and all the dancing..but at least i know i had a great time :D again,thank you to those who made my 19th birthday an unforgettable one..and for the next 2 weeks,i shall try to be a party virgin again :P

p/s Shereen,from the bottom of my heart,im sorry bout the news about ur father..i know he is a great man as u r a very nice girl. and u know that I.LOVE.YOU.

xoxo,-carmen-

Happy Birthday to ME

"One year older = One year less to live"

Saw Xiao Jun

After all these years, as I sit back and ponder upon my future, I actually realized that my future wholly depends on my past and my present. The options given to me, the choices I make. Loads. Thank God, the decisions that I have made so far since I was young have been the right one. It isn't easy I must say. 

The people I have met throughout my life have influenced me. I am who I am. I would like to thank everyone who knows me. Thanks for teaching me the right and the wrong. Thanks for being there for me. And thanks for backstabbing me (you know who you are. Oh yes, YOU DO!). Without these people, I would not have learnt to be a B.I.T.C.H.. And don't get me wrong, I have my own definition for B.I.T.C.H.. 

"Beautiful Intelligent Talented Causing Hard-ons"

Well, Happy Birthday to me!

xoxo,-carmen-

A Bittersweet weekend

I never like it when I'm ill. Well, technically, who does? Was ill for 4 days(and that took a toll on me). Yes people, I did not party for a week. Im a party virgin for now :P 

It all started on wed morning. I was restless during my sleep and I had NO idea,let me tell you. Then woke up feeling woozy and all. Went for econs class and our dearest lecturer just HAD to make things worse :S Went to the clinic and was diagnosed with high fever. Grrrr.....Went back to college with a handful of medications prescribed. Started on my "spree" and whoopiee......it became worse! Thank God I had my beautiful people around me. Eddie and Pei San are like my "H2O Guards". Always reminding me to drink loads of water and not allowing me to have my choc bread but CORN bread T.T My friends for being considerate. Then Wang Tao, for staying up late just to take care of me. Sponging me every now and then. Cooked for me. And my dearest parents who had 2 drive all the way up 2 Nilai to fetch me back home as I wasn't getting better.

 So why a bittersweet weekend? Simple. All I could taste in my mouth throughout the weekend was bitter cause of the medication. And sweet cause the people I love poured SO MUCH of love that I am able to type this right now :)

xoxo,-carmen-

R.E.S.P.E.C.T.

The 7 letter word.

I have lived on this planet for 19 years(well, almost). Throughout this amazing journey, I have met people from all walks of life. I have the tendency to observe others before getting to know them better. People who respect those around them, people who does not give a damn about others(bleahh), people who only respect the opposite sex, etc.

It is funny how we are all different in so many ways. You respect others like how you would want to be respected. All these while, I have always tried to please everyone. However, recent incidents have changed my perception about life. You may love and respect your parents a lot but when it comes to other older people, you just could not care more. You may love and respect your girlfriend but when it comes to other girls, you just have the biggest ego in the world. You may love and respect your sister(s) (and on certain occasion,you protect them) but when it comes to your friend's sister(s), you just think that they are immature.

Sadly, we are all two-sided.

Some people just have to learn the hard way.

I have been taught since young to not give up easily in whatever I do and because I am just being me, I AM A FIGHTER. When I was in high school many years ago, this particular girl successfully managed to bring down my reputation (can't blame her as she was an immoral person and did not know the meaning of R.E.S.P.E.C.T.) just by spreading rumours. Within a few weeks, everyone found out the truth and *snap* what goes around,comes around.

If i were to go down, I'll make sure someone would go with me ;)
Oh, no pun intended :D

R.E.S.P.E.C.T.

xoxo,-carmen-

Carmen's wishlist

Oct 1. That makes 21 more days left to my birthday. HAH! I am that vain at times but who are you to judge me anyways? My wishlist: *hint hint*

a) A new wardrobe and that includes new pairs of heels, etc.

b) A holiday. Best if with Mr. Beach

c) A car. A Myvi or a Pesona is good enough :)

d) Club!Club!Club! (of course,with unlimited alcohol)

e) World Peace =)

okay,think that's about it.of course the best way is just to give me an open cheque and all problems will be solved!LOL!

xoxo, -carmen-