While Waiting

for my laundry, I've decided to write an entry (that gives me another 20 minutes). 

Okay, I always thought that my boyfriend is very paranoid over every thing (to make it sound better, he cares for me) and I get annoyed because there is a thin line between caring and paranoia. I told him I was going to Amsterdam and his reaction was 'Are you going to smoke weed? I swear to God, if you were to do it, I'll not talk to you EVER!' When I heard him uttered those words, I was deeply hurt  my mind went 'ALL THE MORE I SHOULD DO IT!' I mean, come on! I told my mum that I'll be in Amsterdam with a bunch of boys and all she said was 'Okay, have fun and take care. You can do anything BUT drugs. Love you' whereas the boyfriend:

'Who is going? Why all boys? No girls? Where are you staying? WTF? How can you stay in the same dorm wiith them?' 

And the list of questions goes on....

Dear boyfriend, firstly, its not my fault that I don't click with girls easily. Second, we are staying at the same dorm because its CHEAPER and its MORE CONVENIENT. At least they can take care of us and its not like we are going to have an orgy (EW!) or something. And lastly, even if I'm away, your Man Card is coming with me. 

And I had a girls day out with Sasha today. I realised that she's going through the same problem as I am. Its not to say that our parents do not love us more than our boyfriends. Trust me, they DO love us more than our boyfriends. But sometimes,  our significant other can be so paranoid over EVERY. FUCKING. DETAIL. and it annoys the fuck out of us. If we were in a reversed situation, I would have been paranoid too, I admit. Problem is, I'm a girl and I know that men have a tendency to stuff their dicks into every single moving thing regardless of the 'I Love You and Only You' and the 'I will never cheat and lie to you, I swear'.

Oppss... Time's up. Almost.

Till then, think about it!

xoxo, -carmen-
p/s I have updated this. Welcome to the darker side of Carmen. Mucho Gracias!

Living Life to the Fullest

I have been really quiet for the past week due to the amount of workload I have. Submitted my final assignment today, meaning I'm one step closer to graduating! 2 months left. The thought of it makes me sick, I'm looking for my guts right now. But my mind's too occupied with the 6 job interviews I have this coming weekend. A sign that all my sacrifices in the past paid off and that I have proven MANY people wrong (you know who you are bitches!) and a good sign to the start of my career! (OH GOD! Sounded like an aunty)

Bull made out of jelly beans

The streets of Birmingham aka Brum

Other than that, I went shopping again today. In total, I spent 100 quid on shopping this week and I know that when I'm in Hamburg with my cousin, he'll probably drag me out for more shopping! All the money I earned from working will be spent on this trip. *Mummy, be proud of me!* And the fact that I'll be in Birmingham again and London this weekend and then Amsterdam followed by Hamburg, Berlin and Frankfurt. CRAP! 

National Indoor Arena

Decided to be patriotic 

I'm looking forward to spring/summer. My cupboard is currently undergoing major construction. Gave Sarveen most of my winter clothes to bring it back to Malaysia (and also 3kilos of chocolates for the Leong clan! I'm spoiling them). And I've got pretty dresses. Must. lose. weight.

Ikhmal made Nasi Lemak. 

Long, Me and Ikhmal

Love. Love.

I cannot wait to go home. 9 months without durian pancakes and asam laksa is torturous I tell you! Oh and I miss the boyfriend of course, only at times. I'm spoiling him too! My cupboard has so many things that belongs to him. Just bought him a Man Utd shirt yesterday and I'm pretty sure if he were to wear it, girls will instantly be attracted to him! LELONG LELONG!!

This was in front of the Mall.

I'll intentionally forget to pick him up or pick up the wrong one. HAH!

St. Patrick's Day celebration

But then again, whenever I think of going home, my mind goes 'OH CRAP! Shopping in Malaysia is so boring!'..well, not until I thought of something ingenious *grins*

xoxo, -carmen-

Girls Talk

I'm back from Birmingham! Awesome time I had there with Ikhmal, Jeremy, Hui Yee, Hasib, QQ and even made new friends! I was there at the 100th Championship: Yonex All-England Open Badminton Championship and appeared on TV! Pictures of my getaway will be up pretty soon. I need to get back to 'decorating' my room

We finally got our credits for shouting 'Malaysia Boleh' for all the Malaysian matches

Spot me!

But the main aim of this post is about my new found love.. New make-up set box from Ed Hardy (No thanks to Ikhmal for convincing me). After buying that and a bottle of Hugo Boss Eau de Toilette for my dad, I exceeded the limit on my debit card. And the best part of it, right after I made my purchase, I received a message from my mum saying that she wants her Armani foundation cause its discontinued in Asia. I think they assume that their daughter is earning thousands right now.

So beautiful

Even better :')

And yes, sister, it sucks to be the youngest. And the only reason you are being called Carmen most of the time is because I proved SO MANY PEOPLE wrong back in high school. They just feel guilty for the words they have uttered and their expression was PRICELESS when I got my SPM results =)

Till then, let's see if this is going to work.

xoxo, -carmen-

A Note to My Sister

Ven,

I know you'll never forget this date, 11.03.2010. The day you found out that you are in DEEP SHIT. I can imagine all the stress you are already going through on top of the fact that your elder brother just had to do it again. OMG! I just realised that he has been a straight As student since PRIMARY school. Thank God I'm not the younger child. All I have to do is to just set an appropriate benchmark for YOU to beat it.

You have fun beating your brother's record. I'll be setting a new benchmark in two months time by 'redecorating' my room (and stop using my bed as your table!)

Man, if you are reading this, I want you to know that I'm very proud of you and you'll be the reason if Ven ever ends up in the mental hospital (which I think she should have been a very long time ago). Please ask Pa to get you a car before I go home. PLEASE?

p/s Do you think Xen will be as good as gor? I just can't wait for the day he receives his UPSR examination results.

xoxo, -carmen-

Ready for Motherhood?

Am I the only person who reads the horoscope at the end of the day to see if it is true or not?

That was a tad bit freaky! I do feel loved today (minus the absence of our-journeygalvcarm) and it says that I'm compatible with a Gemini and my hubbykins is a Gemini and for no apparent reason, I woke up today thinking to myself 'I want to have babies'. Hmmmm... 

I finally had the chance to talk to Manwyn and the both of us tested our new webcams! Both got new laptops and he has wi-fi in his apartment already =)

'Jie, help me to do the referencing'

All the best for your SPM results this Thurs little brother.

You know you'll be the top student, as always.

AND.. TA DAAAAAAAAAAA

I cooked that for dinner.

My siblings are probably tearing now

I'm so ready for motherhood... ERRRRR? NO WAY!

Till then, I'm so looking to my trip to Birmingham this weekend. All-England on Friday and David Guetta on Saturday. WOOT!

xoxo, -carmen-

WAGs

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