Sunday, September 27, 2009

Nothing brings me down

As I was organizing my music books and going through them before I chuck them away in one of the cupboards in the library, I realized that I do miss going for Piano lessons despite the strenuous practices I have to go through.

I remember complaining about having to sit on the chair for 45 minutes when I was in my earlier grades but as I moved on, 45 minutes was only for finger exercises! The scales became more complex, from 2 octaves to 3 then 4, from major scales to minor, first in harmonic only and then they made us do both harmonic and melodic (arrghh!) AND not forgetting the long list of arpeggios, root position, first and second inversions and the dominant and diminished seventh chords in root! Then I had to choose 3 pieces (which takes at least 3-5 months to have it perfected and can go up to 5 pages long) from the different eras to play, sight reading (any random piece given by the examiner which has to be played on the spot) and aural tests. Aural tests was fun at the beginning but came Grade 8, I was wishing that I was Chopin. Those were ONLY the practical side of it!

Came theory, it first started out with naming the keys and answering simple questions, all can be done within 20 minutes. Theory classes were so fun as there wasn't many Italian words to learn. But NOOOO! There was a giant leap from Grade 5 to Grade 6. Everything changed! It was more towards compostition and I had to study the history of composers, learn to differentiate the music from different eras either by listening or by looking at the musical scores (when I first started, it all sounded or least looked the same to me), learn Italian, German and French words, and know how other musical instruments work. DO I LOOK LIKE DEBUSSY? I remember dreading for classes every Saturday morning.

The past year paper. Question 1 was fun!
This is one of the musical scores which I had to complete. You need an eye for details for the last question
I definitely did not have one.
But practice makes perfect.

Year 2006 was definitely a busy one for me! I had to sit for my Grade 8 examinations on top of preparing for my SPM and being the school prefect (Yes, I was once the nerdy girl with not so good grades). But at the end of the day, I think I am who I am today all thanks to piano lessons. I have taught myself to be patient and to continuously do something until I have perfected it. Learning may be one hell of a torturous process but at the end of the day, I feel good about myself! When I listen to music now, I can differentiate the different musical lines and I have the tendency to listen to the bass instead. Its annoying but it comes naturally to me.

And with the amount of money my parents had to fork out to send me for Piano classes, I'm going to prove it to them that it paid off (although I'm not musically inclined now, not yet). The values which I have picked up throughout my journey have been used when I started my college and I will make them proud by getting a First Class Honours Degree when I come back next year. Better still, if I manage to get a scholarship from LSE for my Masters :)

Till then, nothing can bring me down. NOTHING.

xoxo, -carmen-

Friday, September 25, 2009

Above all, NOTHING beats this

I am going thru a hectic week since I got back from BP. TWO hectic weeks, to be exact. I'm due to submit my visa application today, yet as at 9.17am, Friday the 25th, I still do not know where I'll be flying off to next week.

Talking about Friday the 25th, you would have known by now that it is my 4th mthniversary with him. For the pass two weeks, we have been going through so much of pain, emotionally. It seems so long for me this time round and I honestly hate it. And right now, I'm most likely to leave on the day he has his job interview. It hurts so much I'd rather have someone stab me in the chest or shoot me in the head!

Despite all that, the arguments has no doubt brought us closer to each other and I now know that he is one hell of a patient guy! Four months may be a short time together but we have known each other for the past 2 years and though the both of us were seeing other people, we did secretly (busted!) text each other. I think the people whom I used to date kinda knew that I would one day end up with him as they have always hated him and have always stopped me from contacting him, and same goes to the people he used to date. HAHA! I guess they were right =)

I am not be the luckiest girl alive to have the opportunity to be with my significant other on our mthniversaries (and also on our 1st anniversary next year). I've always envied girls (of course, I'm also happy for them) who post sweet pictures of them and their other halves, on facebook, celebrating their anniversaries by having a simple romantic dinner at home or a getaway to Redang Island or perhaps, a bottle of DKNY Be Delicious. I know of someone who used to do some of these for his once-upon-a-time significant other. But you know what? I'm not complaining!

Oh well, at least he's mine now and that matters most. I love you baby and Happy 4th monthniversary! I really can't wait to spend time with you next week =)

Rojak @ BP
Fishy fishy!
Our date at the amusement park.
Haha!
Like I've said, he's more like a 12 year old boy sometimesAnd that was my reactionThe prizes we won.
FYI, we spent 12 bucks
Chicken ninja and Squisher-roo
He looks tired here.
Its not my fault!
I felt so tall
*sniff sniff*
Wanna guess who got drunk first?
After spending almost the entire day in the room
We both look so round here
My Man Utd baby
Honey lips
You can probably poo watermelon after drinking this
Baby, what's that?
I don't look like my boyfriend, I don't look like my boyfriend
Our lunch
I'm not the worst driver after allI needed durian so badly
Thank you, Squisher-roo
His has honey lips while I have chocolate lips
Sugar, sugar and sugar
Baby needs more sleep
And sometimes I wonder, "Is he really the man I love?"
Thanks for telling me the wrong size
Supper!

Till then, chicken ninja gotta start packing!

xoxo, -carmen-

Thursday, September 24, 2009

3 crazy days!

Shopping with my darlings last Friday was A-W-E-SOME! XJ has got the potential to be the perfect boyfriend. He is the first guy I know who doesn't complain about shopping and doesn't mind walking into shops like Forever 21 and MNG and Dorothy Perkins and just wait for the girls to try on the endless number of clothes. And, its always good to have a guy's view =)

Jess, PS and I at F21
It was so difficult for us to convince her to buy thatThe usual meI can't stop thinking that there is something going on between the both of themILY!

Oh Oh Oh, the day before, I went to KLCC with PS and we ended up watching Orphan. That was one hell of a disturbing movie! Baby must be really proud of me and I just thank God i did not watch that movie with him cause I damn well know he'll try to scare me every now and then. Hmmphh!

Back to Friday, retail therapy is always great. I needed it especially after knowing my results. Its not up to my standards but I'm still proud of it. Thank God I did not get my first B (There is a difference between a B and a B+ Dammit!). And to top it all, they surprised me with a Liz Clairborne wallet which I fell in love with when I saw it on the counter =) It was my farewell present and my early birthday gift. Whoopiee!! I never thought that they would get it for me as I was pretty sure I'll be dragging my mum into Parkson to buy me that purple beauty.

It took XJ quite some time to realise that the honey was actually sour
Thank you SO SO SO MUCH!!
I'll definitely remember them whenever I pull out my wallet
Love at first sight

The weekend changed my perception on so many things and I was taught to get out of my comfort zone. Went for the Fortress Entrepreneurs Resources (FER) Orientation Boot Camp. I now have a daily mantra, which I suggest everyone should try doing it especially when you feel like you are the worst person on Earth.

" I am a blessed, loved, smart daughter,
I am a happy, lively, talkative friend,
I am a loved, spicy, secured girlfriend"


You get the idea, aye? I'll never forget what they made us do on Sunday at Times Square. We had to surrender all our money and were given 90minutes to earn our own lunch money without begging, bashing up people or whatever of that sort. XJ, PS and I started selling tissues and yes, we were really proud of ourselves for making RM 5.85! We found out what other teams did and we felt so stupid later on. We were definitely not at our peaks that day. I am so looking forward to more camps when I come back next year (That is if I do, which I most probably will otherwise someone is gonna feel all insecured again)
Lucas controlling Benjamin's mind

Till then,
" I am a blessed, loved, smart daughter,
I am a happy, lively, talkative friend,
I am a loved, spicy, secured girlfriend"

xoxo, -carmen-

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Ladies' Night

I love ladies night, SO EFFING MUCH! Who doesn't right?

3 girls abandoned 3 boys to go to 3 different clubs, had 3 different drinks within a night and all that was done with 3 inch heels.
If anything did happen to me that night, you would've known why.
But I still love him anyway although he tried to risk our lives.BFF!
2 years and still going strongSo sweet :)Eddie's KFC

The plan was to club at MOS. Entered the club, got our drinks and then Julian suggested that we should go to Helo Bali instead. The girls were sent to walk to the other end of Sunway Pyramid. Went into Helo Bali and there were only 13 people in the club. That did not stop us from redeeming our free drink though (can't blame alcoholics). Had two glasses of vodka each and we were giggling all the way. (I think the bartender was bored and wanted to see what drunkards were capable of doing).

The one in MOS tasted more like water. My girls Sorry girls, he's taken by Miky.Our journey to the other side of the world
The escalator to Helo BaliWe were waiting patiently for our drinksAfter our first drinkAww..And that's me

Jason texted me and told the three of us to go back to MOS as the boys wanted to open a bottle of Black Label (I think they had to get drunk to get girls). So we did. But we made a detour at Coco Banana first *tee hee* We stayed there for a short while as the crowd was dead.On our way to Coco BananaIts pretty obviousBoy were they happy to see us again
I'm a fan of Carlsberg.I hate being short

Back in MOS, got a jug of beer. Downed it. And we needed more. Eddie suggested that we each get a shot of tequila and we did!
Rule: Never mix your drinks!
I was jibberish for a good half an hour. After that, it was all about rocking the dance floor!

Don't even askI don't remember taking this picture
She is so cuteI could cover Julian.
Time to lose weight.
Julian: Down it, Carmen. Down it!BleahhhWho wanna get fcuked up?Smile and count 1,2, 3Wheee!Boys just wanna have funGirls and heelsHappy people :)Nice one Julian :)We are like a big happy familyOr more like drunkardsThank God she did not pukeWent to The Deq to restAt the mamak nearbyDenise took this picture to go gaga over my cleavage :S

The night was great! I think the management of MOS knew that I wanted more and called me up the next day saying that I'm invited to an event and I could bring two of my friends in for FREE! Wheee!!! All I need is my man. Oh well, its not my fault that God wants me to check out guys.

Till then, I'll go catch up on my sleep.

xoxo, -carmen-