Which one?

Since I can be so indecisive at times, especially when it comes to heels, I need help. I really do. Its a matter of life and death. I'm serious! Here it is:

Which one should I buy? Black, Purple or Blue?

I don't mind all three colours actually. Purple is my favourite colour. Plus, if I get the purple or the blue one, I can always match it with a LBD or on my "I-don't-feel-like-dressing-up-days". As for the black one, it goes with everything (except for a LBD)! I can't decide! If I'm working right now, I'll definitely buy all three without thinking twice (Its only for 10 quid). I have to make up my mind soon before they run out of stock. I need help!

Thank You for helping me decide =)

It won't happen to you baby.

I promise.

Till then, Happy Halloween!

xoxo, -carmen-

Whaddya Think?

I was just browsing through the web searching for articles for my assignment and I came across something VERY interesting. This is the time to allow your imagination to go wild (when I say wild, I mean WILD). Mine did half an hour ago (uh'huh, I can be very imaginative at times).

"There are many words which rhyme with socks, but all I want is his [fill in the blank]"

Till then, have fun responding to that!

xoxo, -carmen-

Dumm Deee Dee Dumm

Heh! Look what I got =) I'm so proud of myself.

Tembam!

Don't we all love the rabbit teeth?

This picture makes me hate myself for being chinese.

I hate my chinese eyes!

I want his eyes!

My hubby

His weird haircut

Click on this picture and see what is written at the bottom.

Should I post those pictures? Heee

I miss you hunby

I'm going to snap a picture of myself every week.

At least I would know if I put on weight

Gotta go now. Gonna shop for my Halloween costume (I'll try to stick to the plan).

Till then, I love my hubby

xoxo, -carmen-

Meet My Lover

I've fallen in love all over again. I've never felt like this before. Not even when I was with my Hunby. It was like love at first sight. I wasn't sure of myself initially. Maybe it was just a rebound since I left my baby almost a month ago. Babe, I know you love me a lot. I'm sorry I had to do this to you. I finally found someone to replace you.

Meet Mr. Profiterole

Isn't he a beauty?

The love of my life

Owh, meet my scandal. Mr. Strawberry Trifle =)

Mum was right. She knew that I would fall in love with the desserts here. I skip my meals for desserts. I'm going to gain weight and Mr. Lim is probably going to dump me for an anorexic girl. WHO CARES!!!

OMG! and I'm such a lousy sister. I just found this on my brother's blog. Awww... he's so sweet. I love you brother! Get yourself a girlfriend before I set you up on a date with a random girl.

Till then, I'll hunt for more desserts

xoxo, -carmen-

My Saturday

Saturday was nice. Went sight seeing in Bristol. Though it rained in the morning, it did not stop Sasha, Kah Jun and I from playing tourists. It felt like a different part of the world! Oh, and I found another shopping mall which is QUITE near to my place. Its just behind the National Library. Yipee!(I can hear my dad groaning right now).

Marriott Hotel

The entrance to Watershed

I can't wait to go on the boat ride

The view along Watershed

The bridge with 2 horns

Posh apartments

Quayside Walk

I'm going to rent this one day and party!

Lloyds bank. WOW!

Baby, can you buy me a yacht? Haha!

On our way to Arnolfini

Interesting place, except that I don't know how to appreciate it

Heading back to city centre

Bristol Cathedral

I was in awe

Isn't it beautiful?

Detailed architecture

=)

After lunch at Subway, we started shopping again. I needed a pair of boots so badly as we were going to head to the club that night and thank God I found the perfect one, for now. Went back to Sasha's place and we cooked curry chicken. I wasn't much that helpful in the kitchen I must say. Oh well, my boyfriend doesn't have a problem with that and even if he does, its his problem. I'm NOT your typical girl. Thank you, come again.

Hunby, should I get you one of these?

My pair of boots. Cost me 20 quid.

But what's 20 quid to make me look tall aight?

We did it!

After resting for an hour or so, we headed to Panache. Love the music and booze was cheap. Whoopie! (Note to self: Shop for more dresses).

Free entrance for ladies. It explains

My favourite

Sasha, Iris and I

Gah! The light!

Kah Jun, Sasha and I

The DJ is from my Uni, I think.

He looks very familiar.

My feet hurts right now. Walking the entire day and then partying on a 3 inch boots isn't a wise thing to do. I had fun anyway, thats what matters.

And its my 5th monthniversary with my hunby (Hunby stands for honey+baby/ hubby+baby/ honey+hubby)! He thought it was a typo. What a dufus! (Kidding baby, I still love you) You know, despite the fact that he doesn't take me out on a romantic Western dinner or cook for me on such occasions or spend time with me (I know, I sound so pathetic. I'm complaining and I'm comparing myself to you-know-whosies, screw you), I still love him, I think. Haa! He doesn't make the effort, there's nothing I can do. Though we are going to reach the 6month zone, it sucks cause its mainly LDR. I don't know what s*** I got myself into, but yeah. I shall try not to complain ever so often.

Till then, I gotta get serious with work.

xoxo, -carmen-

SISTER!!!!

After I have published the previous post, I went on to do some studying till my brain yelled "STOP!" My fingers directed me to my sister's blog and THIS was what she did for me as a gift! Now you are scaring away all my potential husbands, sistah!

Till then, I miss the three of you at home!

xoxo, -carmen-

p/s Who took Xen out to watch cloudy with a chance of meatballs? I got an email from him. I WANNA WATCH THAT YUMMY MOVIE!

20's Club

I got a text message from Mum and she said "No longer a teen now! Age starts with a 2" And I told her that I'm Twen-TEEN. Not twen-ty (someone pointed it out that it rhymes with aunty, OH S***!)

My man did this for me. I'll be expecting a bag of presents for him when I go home next year! I love pressies, I love unwrapping gifts and opening boxes =) I do appreciate his efforts and I feel like smacking him each time he says that he's not up to my standards (You think I'll waste 5 months of my life with someone not up to my standards?)

I think it says "Baby, Happy 200th Birthday"

My man isn't that good with numbers.

Excuse him.

I went shopping right after classes (only spent 10% of what Mum gave, more shopping during the weekends since I won't have access to the internet). And, I totally forgotten about the shopping list I made. The stuff which I bought wasn't even on the list! Ahh well.. kinda expected it.

Came back after 2 hours of shopping as I had a Skype date with PS and the whole gang. They sang a birthday song for me *sniff sniff*

PS explaining something

The birthday song =)

About an hour later, I went shopping AGAIN. Walked all the way to H&M at Cabot Circus, which is at the other side of heaven, as the branch in Broadmead did not have my size. As I get distracted by the word SALE easily, I ended up in Dorothy Perkins (Must go back to H&M tomorrow!). Ahhh...I love the smell of new clothes

Entrance into Heaven

It took me about 15 minutes to walk to this end .

This is the start of Cabot Circus

Ta daaa...

The Mall, just before Primark.

I need a part-time job. I really do. That's the only way I could spend more. I'm helping the economy, play your part too!

Till then, miss me!

xoxo, -carmen-

Twen-TEEN

Today is my last day the word TEEN is heard when someone asks me my age. After this, it'll be Twen-TY, not twen-TEEN. Hah! and soon, it'll be twenty-one..thirty one..AHHH!! Its not like I could go around telling people, "Oh hi, I'm twen-teen" or "I'm twent-TEEN four and I'm engaged to my boyfriend, at least for now".

Come to think of it, I have one more year to fool around (not that I can do much considering that I'm in my final year), then I'll be able to vote for a change. And I'm loving the fact that I'll be graduating with an Honours degree before I turn 21! Wheeee... not many can say that =)

This year's birthday celebration will just be me, myself and I. No partying, no wild nights for me, na daa.. cause my dearest boyfriend would then pop 1001 questions for me (You seem to be having a lot of "family dinners" these days. I don't know what the truth is but remember, karma's a bitch when I'm part of it). Instead, my mum knew me so well that she gave me 300 quid just to spend on "special occassions". I have prepared a shopping list just for the sake of doing it. I never stick to them. You can ask PS, think she might know. I'll say "Oh, I need to buy a pair of heels". I'll end up going back either with more than a pair of heels or a bag instead.

Till then, I'll be nice

xoxo, -carmen-

p/s men are liars. one minute they tell you that they'll do something, the next minute, they pretend as though they didn't say it. Oh f*** you, you know what I'm referring to

That Well-Known Phrase

"I can see that he loves you a lot and that he wouldn't let you go"

I've heard that phrase, including the many variations of it, one too many times. It frustrates me each time because they ARE right!

Just to proof to you that I found it.

I hope yours is still there.

Till then, I have 126 pages left to read on the latest presentation of financial statements.

xoxo, -carmen-

Urghh!

If you have been a regular reader of my blog, you would've noticed that I forgot to put a title to my previous post and finally found the perfect title for it today. "Our Last Goodbye". Everything is on the verge of falling apart. Part of me has given up, part of me is still clinging on to it hoping that the phone beeps and everything goes back to normal.

Two weeks in Bristol already and living by myself can be tough but I'm learning to deal with it. I miss home. I'm having difficulties with studies. Its not easy, I admit, but if others could do it, why can't I? Its easier said than done. In the past, XJ and PS have been there to help with my studies. I'm aloney on my owny now.

Gotta get back to my cold untouched rice with ham. Bleahh... I think its going into the bin.. Don't feel like eating. All I need now is Shereen! She would know how I feel right now.

Till then, .........

xoxo, -carmen-

Our last goodbye

Its 3.20am in Malaysia right now. Its not even 9pm here. Squishy slept after our "scheduled" arguments. Found out that the Malaysia Notts Games is on the 31st. That's on Halloween! Made a note to remind myself to check out the availability of the buses provided by Uni. No matter how excited I am about it (and the fact that I'll be spending Xmas in Germany in Dec), nothing seems to matter anymore as I browsed through the pictures on PS's facebook profile.

I miss him. And its only 2 weeks. For the past 4 months, we would try to make it a point to spend time with each other every fortnight. Now its not every fortnight, its only after 20 fortnights I'd able to be with him. Spending our 5th mthniversary to our 1st anniversary apart from each other. I'll make it up when I go back home. For 8 days in a row, I'll make sure we'll go for romantic dates to celebrate those important dates which we have missed =)

I miss the laughters. The crying. Talking to each other till we fall asleep in each others arms. The teeny weeny wars we have. Strolling aimlessly around the mall. Waking up to his kisses (and his orchestras). Our lazy days. Fighting for that last piece of durian pancake. Making stupid bets. And so many more... I don't want to think about it now. It stings like a bee!

Our very brief hug.

And the both of us turned back to wipe our tears away.

Till then, thanks for being so patient with me

xoxo, -carmen-