Not many people would admit that they cried. But I shall shamelessly tell you that I did. I have been for the past 3 days or so. It was time for baby to go back to Malaysia. It felt like home when he was here. And now that the room's empty, I miss home. I miss my friends.
I've been refreshing my siblings' profile pages every hour to see if something new has happened. I want to be part of them. They are growing up fast and I hate to miss it. I realised that i got a month of holiday starting in two weeks time and I really do want to go home but I'm sure my parents wouldn't allow. Not even for Chinese New Year. For once, I'll be alone during Xmas, New Years and Chinese New Year (which falls on Feb 14). FML!
Baby just called from Stansted Airport. I feel better now. At least, for now. I just want to sleep and start anew tomorrow but that ain't gonna happen cause I've got a 3-minute presentation tomorrow.
SOMEBODY SPONSOR MY AIR TICKETS, pretty please?!!
Till then, I'll try to focus on my goals!
xoxo, -carmen-
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