Thursday, December 3, 2009

Shattered into Pieces

As I was picking up the pieces of myself after feeling so s***ty bout everything, my laptop just had to fail me. I had to reformat my laptop WITHOUT having a back up of all my files. So, yes, this means my assignments, my music and ALL my pictures are gone! Not a single picture of baby and I. Thank God I don't delete pictures of him and me on my phone. So at least there's still something left. But otherwise, you guys will now have to depend on him if you want to see pics of us while he was here. I really do hope that he keeps it safely and have TONNES and TONNES of back-up for those pictures. It means a lot to me! It hurts to know that I've lost all the pictures I have of my family and friends. Those pictures meant a lot to me. It kept me company on my lonely nights. So, you'll have to deal with pictures-less post, something which I don't like, which means, I won't be blogging often till something happens or till baby sends me all those pictures.

Baby, I miss you so much now. I just want you to know that. In 7 months time, I swear to God I'll be back. I'll take the first flight out of this place as soon as I finish my final paper in May.

Till then, I miss home...so badly

xoxo, -carmen-

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