Saturday, October 17, 2009

Urghh!

If you have been a regular reader of my blog, you would've noticed that I forgot to put a title to my previous post and finally found the perfect title for it today. "Our Last Goodbye". Everything is on the verge of falling apart. Part of me has given up, part of me is still clinging on to it hoping that the phone beeps and everything goes back to normal.

Two weeks in Bristol already and living by myself can be tough but I'm learning to deal with it. I miss home. I'm having difficulties with studies. Its not easy, I admit, but if others could do it, why can't I? Its easier said than done. In the past, XJ and PS have been there to help with my studies. I'm aloney on my owny now.

Gotta get back to my cold untouched rice with ham. Bleahh... I think its going into the bin.. Don't feel like eating. All I need now is Shereen! She would know how I feel right now.

Till then, .........

xoxo, -carmen-

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