Thursday, October 15, 2009

Our last goodbye

Its 3.20am in Malaysia right now. Its not even 9pm here. Squishy slept after our "scheduled" arguments. Found out that the Malaysia Notts Games is on the 31st. That's on Halloween! Made a note to remind myself to check out the availability of the buses provided by Uni. No matter how excited I am about it (and the fact that I'll be spending Xmas in Germany in Dec), nothing seems to matter anymore as I browsed through the pictures on PS's facebook profile.

I miss him. And its only 2 weeks. For the past 4 months, we would try to make it a point to spend time with each other every fortnight. Now its not every fortnight, its only after 20 fortnights I'd able to be with him. Spending our 5th mthniversary to our 1st anniversary apart from each other. I'll make it up when I go back home. For 8 days in a row, I'll make sure we'll go for romantic dates to celebrate those important dates which we have missed =)

I miss the laughters. The crying. Talking to each other till we fall asleep in each others arms. The teeny weeny wars we have. Strolling aimlessly around the mall. Waking up to his kisses (and his orchestras). Our lazy days. Fighting for that last piece of durian pancake. Making stupid bets. And so many more... I don't want to think about it now. It stings like a bee!

Our very brief hug.
And the both of us turned back to wipe our tears away.

Till then, thanks for being so patient with me

xoxo, -carmen-

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