I was watching Oprah yesterday and it was about mid-life crisis and how we can embrace it by changing out perception. Its not like I'm going through mid-life crisis or whatsoever. Not. Yet. My point is, she noted out that "when we are in our 20s, we tend to be so greedy that we take whatever is in front of us without thinking. Our life moves at a very fast pace that we don't have time to stop and think whether it is a correct choice or not."  BULLSEYE!

Everything moved so quickly  for me for the past 2 weeks or so. I'm actually pretty used to it. Although I'm a stubborn-headed person, I decided to listen to Oprah and took the time off to think about the events which has happened chronogically, weighing the pros and cons of each of the choices which I have made so far. The good times and the bad times. I always have the fear of making the wrong choice but I keep telling myself that if I ever make the wrong choice, I'll just take it as it is and learn from there. Ahh.. its easier to be said than done, trust me.

My life is great right now after having almost everything sorted out. ALMOST.  Got a positive balance in my bank account to shop, being able to be with my family, made up my mind on which Uni to go to, have planned out my life for the next 8 years or so and best of all, I never thought I would actually find a great guy who'll be by my side after what has happened but I did (and he's better. Buzz of, bitches! He's mine!)! He has been there for me all the while but I did not realise it *smacks forehead*

The choices I made so far made me who I am today and I think I should do this more often: To reflect on my life occasionally. It makes me feel good :)

xoxo, -carmen-