I am going through a roller coaster ride of emotions, my Dad agreed to get the Blackberry for me. The thought of it makes me smile. Nonetheless, I'm not going to be too excited about it because history has taught me a great lesson about being overexcited: It backfires!
We sometimes choose to see what we want to see without digging deeper for facts, without listening with an open heart, without observing closely.
25th of April 2010, precisely one more month before I graduate (that is if I don't have any resits but this is NOT the time to have my first resit!). I have always wanted to be away from home but at this point, I want to give everything up and just go home. 20 years and 7 months. I'll have to start earning my own money and be independent in a month's time. A promise I made, I promise I'll keep. Shitdiedamnfuck is the best word to describe my situation at the moment! Where am I going to find RM100K within a year to fund my Masters?
I think I'm going through a pre-mid life crisis now.
xoxo, -carmen-
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