I Finally Found Someone

I know I shouldn't be blogging at this time of the day considering the fact that I got a paper to sit for in 12 hours time. But I just miss you.

I do not know why but I can seriously relate our relationship to the song, I Finally Found Someone. Click on it and watch the YouTube video. It includes scenes from The Notebook.

If your internet connection is so slow that you can marry a billionaire, have 4 kids with him and make them give you 20 grandchildren, yet it still wouldn't load, then just click here.

I know, baby, that you are not really a fan of such songs. Maybe. Maybe not.

Yes, we started out as friends and you probably jumped up and down previously each time I texted or called you. I do have security issues at times. Whenever I tell you that I feel fat or ugly or bloated or blonde, you are the one who has been lifting up my spirits without fail. I knew you had feelings for me for quite some time already but I was in denial and I kept you waiting. And, now that I'm with you, I'm so sorry cause I have to make you wait for quite some time for me to achieve my dreams. As much as it is painful for you to be god-knows-how-many-miles-away-from-me, its also the same for me. At times, I would call you in the middle of the night crying because I miss you so badly.

At the end of the day, you and I know what is best for each other. We practically have everything planned out and I thank you for making me part of it and for being ever so patient with my demands =)

I love you.

xoxo, -carmen-