Tuesday, March 23, 2010

While Waiting

for my laundry, I've decided to write an entry (that gives me another 20 minutes)

Okay, I always thought that my boyfriend is very paranoid over every thing (to make it sound better, he cares for me) and I get annoyed because there is a thin line between caring and paranoia. I told him I was going to Amsterdam and his reaction was 'Are you going to smoke weed? I swear to God, if you were to do it, I'll not talk to you EVER!' When I heard him uttered those words, I was deeply hurt  my mind went 'ALL THE MORE I SHOULD DO IT!' I mean, come on! I told my mum that I'll be in Amsterdam with a bunch of boys and all she said was 'Okay, have fun and take care. You can do anything BUT drugs. Love you' whereas the boyfriend:

'Who is going? Why all boys? No girls? Where are you staying? WTF? How can you stay in the same dorm wiith them?' 
And the list of questions goes on....

Dear boyfriend, firstly, its not my fault that I don't click with girls easily. Second, we are staying at the same dorm because its CHEAPER and its MORE CONVENIENT. At least they can take care of us and its not like we are going to have an orgy (EW!) or something. And lastly, even if I'm away, your Man Card is coming with me. 

And I had a girls day out with Sasha today. I realised that she's going through the same problem as I am. Its not to say that our parents do not love us more than our boyfriends. Trust me, they DO love us more than our boyfriends. But sometimes,  our significant other can be so paranoid over EVERY. FUCKING. DETAIL. and it annoys the fuck out of us. If we were in a reversed situation, I would have been paranoid too, I admit. Problem is, I'm a girl and I know that men have a tendency to stuff their dicks into every single moving thing regardless of the 'I Love You and Only You' and the 'I will never cheat and lie to you, I swear'.

Oppss... Time's up. Almost.

Till then, think about it!

xoxo, -carmen-
p/s I have updated this. Welcome to the darker side of Carmen. Mucho Gracias!

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